Happy Rant

Ok.. so really, I just posted that blog last night. Then Al Gore and I smoked a little and started to talk. He started to talk. Not so much me. Well it turns out that he actually can make a commitment. HOWEVER... he does not like the terms of boyfriend/girlfriend. He also had to make it very clear that he was never getting married. I also feel the same way. I don't think that I ever need to get married and we both do not want children. We have these amazing weekends and then go our own ways back to our own houses.

I'm drifting from the conversation. Anyway, he decided that we should move into his place. His lease is up in April and he has an awful roommate. We have an amazing time together and honestly, it freaked me the fuck out.

Here he was telling me, "you were asking me for commitment and here it is. This is what I can offer you." Honestly, I mean, I was just looking for him to call me his girlfriend and that I could call him my boyfriend. He just upped it a few notches by asking me to move in. He was like "this is what you want isn't it? isn't it?" It's really big of him to even do this b/c everyone that he has loved in the past has left him in one way or another. So I can't really call him my boyfriend, yet I'm going to be living with him?

I am really scared b/c honestly I wanted to do this anyway. I want to move. I want to be in a city. I am ready for this. I have a few things that I need to take care of though. I need to get divorced. How about that one?

So that's the update. I'm nervous about what my friends and family are going to say. I'm scared of what my parent's are going to say. I mean, I'm going to be less then 2 hours away and when they are in Annapolis we can always drive out to see them. I just think that they'll miss me. I'll miss seeing the kids, but maybe they can come down and spend a weekend with me.

Yeah. I think I have a boyfriend! I think I'm about ready to move. Life really is pretty great. Oh and he spend a few hours last night figuring out our finances and I think he's really underestimating what it's going to cost.

yeah. New chapter in my life.