boo

I am in just a sad state of mind right now. I could/can cry at the drop of a hat. Life could always suck more and I'm sure mine will. I don't want to open or pay my bills and I even have money to pay them. I don't want to do anything except lay in bed and cry. I will not be like my sister though and not get up b/c I know life goes on. I know that i'll get out of this funk sometime, I just have no clue when it's going to happen. Maybe I should go back on anti-depressants. I don't like it, but sometimes it's like the only thing that I can do to get by.