I don't really get why I am still clinging to this idea that one day, Al Gore is going to snap out of it and wake up and realize that I am someone worth devoting his time to. Someone that he can share his life with. I am just this feeble minded female that won't leave. It's really sad. I can't believe I can be one of those stupid women that when asks by the talk show host why she is still with him she says, "because I love him." I mean there is way more to Al then just love, but I mean, I just don't get why he has had past girlfriends and I think we are great together and yet he won't commit to me? Is this a bad sign or a good sign? Man i wish I knew. I guess I need to live my life for me and fuck other people. They are just along for the ride if they can make it on my trip. Does that make any sense? Yeah I didn't think so.
I know that Al Gore and I were meant to meet each other. I needed someone to make me feel beautiful and special and he did that. He needed someone to be a stable constant in his life and show to him and prove to him that he is worth something and to show him love. Just the thing is, for me, what I was needing has changed b/c i'm no longer feeling special. He makes me feel beautiful, but not special. How much longer until i don't even feel beautiful anymore?
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