Boredom

Ok.. I am at work and it's an awful, overcast, rainy day outside. I am tired and this day is making it worse on my coherentness. Hmm.. that's not a word. Fuck it. This is the day before my week vacation starts. I can not wait. I am getting together with 11 other people to rent a beach house in Ocean City, Maryland.

So, what friends you may be asking? They are all people that I have met online based around jellyfish.com. Kinda weird. I never thought I'd honestly be all about meeting people online and it's not like I started going to a that site to meet people. It's a freaking shopping site. Anyway... that's where I met Al Gore.

I organized a meet and get together for a bunch of people from that site to go to Hershey park for the day and Al had agreed to help me plan. I knew when he walked out ot my car for us to go get coffee, now this is the first time I saw him, that I'd be having sex with him. I just kind of know these things. Well no, that's nto right. I haven't had enough exp. to say that.

Anyway, so I have on friend from California flying in, a couple from Tampa, a couple from Minnesota, a friend from Madison, WI, then me here and a bunch of other people from the Washington DC / Baltimore area.

I need this fucking vacation so badly. I just need to get away and relax.

Oh and get this shit. I use the nuva ring as birth control and I took it out actually a week early so that I could get my period this week, then do nuva ring again and stop period for teh beach. Well my damn period never came this week.. never came.. never came. i was really hungry for chocolate and salty chips so I thought, ok, I'm either pregnant or my period is coming. So finally, today, Friday, I start to get it early this morning. It's like a cruel joke b/c I could be having sex with Al Gore tomorrow but it's up to him if he feels like it while I'm on the red tide. Just another fuck you by my body.

However, me getting my period is good b/c that means I am not pregnant. I don't care who reads this, If I get pregnant, I will not have the baby. I will not carry it to term and give it up for adoption. I will abort the thing. That is my right and I am ok with it. I do not believe that life begins at conception.

Ok.. well maybe I should work? nah...