I am.. again.. watching "Hopkins" and there was just an 80 year old man that was walking up steps with his wife and he fell backwards and has bleeding in his brain. IT was just the saddest thing ever to see the wife walk in to see her husband, with blood all over his head and kiss his bare shoulder. Just the pain in this woman's face just crushed me and I sit here, crying b/c it was just so sad to me.
I don't think that I will ever grow old with anyone. If I wasn't going to do it with the ex, then there is no way. god... so sad... just so sad. I mean, to live this life with someone for so long and then to see them fall right in front of your face. One second changes everything. One second and you are gone. One second and your life has changed... forever. I am so scared of possessing the amount of love for another human being that this wife had for her son. You just open yourself up to so much hurt. I'm sure you also experience a level of joy and happiness that you can only find when you find that person to go through this life with you. It's just so scary. So scary to be with someone for so long... to be so dependent on that person and then in a second, it's over. Why put yourself through that?
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