Wednesday, August 27, 2008

.... had to leave

I just sent my girl an e-mail and we were chatting back and forth since she's still at work. Anyway... she was asking me about the ex and (let me go pull the e-mail)

JD: and yeah, i can understand that you were happy you left because you weren't in love, but it's the fact of missing that comfort they gave you for such a long time. it's more or less you don't want to be with them but you don't know how to live life without them.

ME: I miss the financial stability that XXXXX offered me and honestly, JD, by the end, it was prison. I needed to live w/o him. It was the only way to survive.

I needed to live w/o him... it was the only way to survive. I think that is a powerful statement right there. I'm going to have to let that sink in.

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