So... ok so how can I be so random in thoughts and feelings all the time? I mean, not like emo weird or anything, but just crazy. Work sucked horribly today and I just have this awful gut feeling that Al is stepping out. Not that he's not allowed, but he needs to let me know what's up.
Nothing to exciting this weekend. Saturday I did nothing and it was wonderful. I never got out of my jammies and I sat in this recliner, that I am in now and didn't leave it very often. I haven't had a day like that in months and it was fantastic.
Sunday I went Kayaking with my sister, a_dubs, and her best friend Fur, and my frank, the Asian Mutant. It was really awesome. It was a beautiful day and the river was warm. Prob because it was so shallow. I don't think it was any deeper then 4'. We then went to dinner and all day, i was jonsing for a bacon cheeseburger and i was finally able to get one. And.. and... it was not so good. The burger was too well done.
I wish i had more juicy stories to tell you, but frankly that was it. I think I am going to go see Al Gore this weekend, but I don't know if I want to. Too many complications associated with it. I want more, I don't know what more is, but I want something.
He has a tendency to keep his friends to himself, not that he has a lot of friends in the area that he lives. Just random that he shares stories with me, but not really meeting his friends. makes a girl wonder a couple of things...
1) He is ashamed of me (and trust me... that is not the case b/c i think I'm hot)
2) there is something going on that he doesn't want us to mix and then talk and then well, whatever.
3) It's all in my head
I don't want things to be boring, but I need to talk and I need to know where he stands. Is that too much to ask for? Friends with Benefits really isn't entitled to know where he stands right? The thing is, I think that he does have feelings for me but..
1) He's not ready to explore them
2) he doesn't even care or want more
3) Not the right time in his life
4) why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free?
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